I feel so numb

[xtineluvsmj]

I just don't know how I can go on living without the love of my life. Michael was everything to me. I just feel so numb and sick. I'm still in denial about the whole thing. It just feels like I'm stuck in a sick and twisted nightmare that I can't wake from. My whole world has just collapsed. I need someone to talk to.

[SaraHaley]

Hey i'm here for you. I completely understand how your feeling. I feel the same way. Talk away I'll listen

[ManintheMirror]

I feel like a part of me has died, and a part of my childhood has died.
I love you Michael always and forever!

[em_moonwalker]

I'm here please accept me. I am so numb I have no reason to go on in life and I can't sleep or eat. Can I give a hug to yous on here.

[ManintheMirror]

Here for everyone. Hugs!

[em_moonwalker]

Thank you for your hug. I wish there was a place in the UK I could go to to be with other fans that are going through this horrible time. Going to try and put my head down now.

[anita021]

i cant believe this i loved michael so much this is surreal i am typing this but am still hoping beyond hope that its not true he cant be gone

[csat004]

He might be gone to the rest of the world but he will never be gone to us, we loved him.

[NotJordan]

i honestly didnt believe it when my grandmother called me and told me the grave news. i just sat there shocked feeling my world crashing down around me. i eventually dropped the phone and ran into my room and cryed before my thriller poster. i havent been this sad since princess diana or bernie mac left us. i cant help but thinking

he stopped when he got enough.

[xtineluvsmj]

Hugs to everyone on here.
When I first heard the news I thought it was another sick tabloid rumour. I never thought this would happen so soon. It feels like I'm trapped in a nightmare and I keep trying to wake up. I feel a part of me has died too. My life will never be the same after this. Everything I do reminds me of him and this pain I feel is so intense. I built my whole life around him and now I don't know what to do. This just can't be happening.